July 4th, 2006

What was once the greatest day of my life, now turned out to be the worst. It was the day of firsts. It was the first day that the barrier started to build, ever so slowly. I met him, Conway, and my world changed. Three years, on and off, of a long distance relationship can literally break you.

Stay tuned.

"By far the great majority of the people who go through even the severest of depression survive it, and live ever afterward at least as happily as their unaffected counterparts. Save for the awfulness of certain memories it leaves, acute depression inflicts few permanent wounds."